It’s 5:20 am and I Can’t sleep. Won’t sleep.  Don’t want to sleep.  In this moment I feel as if I’m a day late, a buck short.

But I’m sure once I finally manage to sleep and awake, I will feel OK again.  I will keep trucking and find new meaning and continue to invest… and evolve.  After all, that’s life right?! Right?!

Sometimes, I wish I didn’t have to be so “in control”.  Wish I had the courage to drink until I was someone else’s problem.  No such luck.  Damn, I’m pathetic.


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